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How To Ruin Your Life

by Hard Landing

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1.
yeah I know sometimes I did mean things, I'm sorry but the reason is I like the way mean things make me look as a super villain from the wrestling scene who fights only girls, I'm too coward to fight a real man yeah I know it, once I said this thing someone will skip this song but I did it on purpose to remove all the people who will not catch my real nature of a man who doesn't want cheap laughters I just want to give emotions if I mess enough your head may explode you know I think of the world as an illusion and we shouldn't take ourselves so seriously yeah I know I'm not that guy you need by your side in the end who needs to understand the reason, am I right so don't try to explain me what is gross and what is fine and please don't show me your pathetic smile cause I never told a in my whole life I hate that laughing dead I won't know if they're going to love me or hate me I don't care at the end I'll give you milk and cookies I just want to give emotions if I mess enough your head may explode you know I think of the world as an illusion and we shouldn't take ourselves so seriously but I still don't understand who am I trying to entertain who are you trying to entertain, the others or yourself?
2.
After 2 AM 03:39
I've never been so sad tons of questions goes around inside my head I've alway tryied to do my best but after all they looked at me as a jerk why should I move from here to there I don't want to know what's hiding in your chest please tell me that I can turn it black I don't wanna know, I don't really wanna know everyday's the same routine I think about those eyes i've never seen fuck my mind I'm freaking out I think it's almost time to shut my mouth please tell my friends I love them all I've never been so tired I felt relieve only the day that I was fired some say this is life you must work damn hard to get your rights for every night I never slept for all the jobs I can't get count me out from now on I just need to stay on my own everyday the same routine I think about those eyes i've never seen fuck my mind I'm freaking out I think it's almost time to shut my mouth please tell my friends I love them goodbey tonight I don't wanna hear a voice goodbye goodbye and thanks for all the advice I swear to god I will read them all whats wrong with me, I'm not a mess there's one more thing I must confess I don't wanna see you cry
3.
good mornign sir, another week begins i still feel the beer taste of the night before I check my face in every car window acting like who's really alone, this isn't a joke swallowing the bitter taste of you I don't keep any letter from you in my drawer in it there is only self pity you think you're done against the wall until your legs starts to crawl getting drunk in a parked car I learn how to don't let the sadness win 'course not by my own strenght I was helped by my brother he kept me on the way he gave me a new identity so I walked to the bathroom I took a shower and shaved my beard it was cold outside but I was fine I never felt the same pressure into my head you think you're done against the wall until your legs starts to crawl getting drunk in a parked car can I understand what is right or what in wrong?
4.
Foam 04:16
how long can a kid stay alone? sat on the floor starring the phone kust a few seconds of silence then the longest days spent without any cue how long can a kid stay aside and have bad dreams night after night there was a split second of silence and the murmurs of the sea it was the first day of that nightmare nobody can't see I don't give a shit now I don't need to sleep now and everyone can see I don't need your help now no magic trick now I'm standing on my feet the only thing I know is how far is the point of no return how long can a kid stay aside and have bad dreams night after night there was a split second of silence and the murmurs of the sea it was the first day of that nightmare nobody can't see I don't give a shit now I don't need to sleep now and everyone can see I don't need your help now no magic trick now I'm standing on my feet the only thing I know is how far is the point of no return down down in my deepest guts I feel reluctant toward my thoughts I'm hardly feeling human anymore so please stay away from me right now stay away from me I don't give a shit now I don't need your help now so please stay away stay away from me please stay away stay away from me
5.
Sleep Debt 03:22
every night I'm up all night then every morning I'm knocked down by the recoil the more you expect from me the more I'm sure I will fall I'm a disappointment to everyone who thought I would be meant for something great it's just the moment when you stacked up a big bitter pile of insuccess and consolation prizes that's when you realize there's no "better luck next time" or "at least you tried" every night I'll be up all night I'm getting used to feel knocked down how can you sleep at night? how can you live at all? when you feel like the person you let down the most is no one but yourself it's just the moment when you stacked up a big bitter pile of insuccess and consolation prizes that's when you realize there's no "better luck next time" or "at least you tried" at least you tried no matter how much I try no matter how hard I try the only thing I get is this sleep debt
6.
Jade 03:23
did I lose myself trying to write this song? until 5 am looking for something i did wrong i left the band, the friend, the place where i came from just to write some choruses nobody wants to sing along i don't blame myself we where just way to young but now i'm crawling and my chest is numb i need you like a fallen leaf needs a light breeze to stay away from the ground could you tell me how it sounds? i never meant to say goodbye I over slept for quite sometime i'm not the one who's getting better tired am I secondhand? could you leave a light on when you leave? please pull the curtain I can see it's raining like hell i'm pretty sure there's no preyer, I can tell i don't blame myself we where just way too young but now i'm crawling and my chest is numb i need you like a fallen leaf needs a light breeze to stay away from the ground could you tell me how it sounds? i never meant to say goodbye I over slept for quite sometime i'm not the one who's getting better even in the middle of this mess i got no words to shout i can't understand why I am here while they're out
7.
I reached the bottom of my life an empty body left behind I can taste the fear of living without empathy that's not the way I meant to be it's loud and clear but now I'm gone can you please just end this song 'cause I won't miss this tired dawn I wrote the most during the night I have no strenght left for this fight so why am I here? camping near of the edge anxiety is my best friend the end is near but now I'm gone can you please just end this song 'cause I won't miss this tired dawn please keep me warm, I always stayed on my own could you please save this heart shaped stone? am I disturbed or am I desensitized? can you grab my hand and keep me by your side?

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released September 8, 2017

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