1. |
The Foreign Man
05:26
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yeah I know sometimes I did mean things, I'm sorry
but the reason is I like the way mean things make me look
as a super villain from the wrestling scene
who fights only girls, I'm too coward to fight a real man
yeah I know it, once I said this thing someone will skip this song
but I did it on purpose
to remove all the people who will not catch my real nature
of a man who doesn't want cheap laughters
I just want to give emotions
if I mess enough your head may explode
you know I think of the world as an illusion
and we shouldn't take ourselves so seriously
yeah I know I'm not that guy you need by your side
in the end who needs to understand the reason, am I right
so don't try to explain me what is gross and what is fine
and please don't show me your pathetic smile
cause I never told a in my whole life
I hate that laughing dead
I won't know if they're going to love me or hate me I don't care
at the end I'll give you milk and cookies
I just want to give emotions
if I mess enough your head may explode
you know I think of the world as an illusion
and we shouldn't take ourselves so seriously
but I still don't understand who am I trying to entertain
who are you trying to entertain, the others or yourself?
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2. |
After 2 AM
03:39
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I've never been so sad
tons of questions goes around inside my head
I've alway tryied to do my best
but after all they looked at me as a jerk
why should I move from here to there
I don't want to know what's hiding in your chest
please tell me that I can turn it black
I don't wanna know, I don't really wanna know
everyday's the same routine
I think about those eyes i've never seen
fuck my mind I'm freaking out
I think it's almost time to shut my mouth
please tell my friends I love them all
I've never been so tired
I felt relieve only the day that I was fired
some say this is life
you must work damn hard to get your rights
for every night I never slept
for all the jobs I can't get
count me out from now on
I just need to stay on my own
everyday the same routine
I think about those eyes i've never seen
fuck my mind I'm freaking out
I think it's almost time to shut my mouth
please tell my friends I love them
goodbey
tonight
I don't wanna hear a voice
goodbye
goodbye and thanks for all the advice
I swear to god I will read them all
whats wrong with me, I'm not a mess
there's one more thing I must confess
I don't wanna see you cry
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3. |
Parking Lot Kings
03:46
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good mornign sir, another week begins
i still feel the beer taste of the night before
I check my face in every car window
acting like who's really alone, this isn't a joke
swallowing the bitter taste of you
I don't keep any letter from you in my drawer
in it there is only self pity
you think you're done against the wall
until your legs starts to crawl
getting drunk in a parked car
I learn how to don't let the sadness win
'course not by my own strenght
I was helped by my brother
he kept me on the way
he gave me a new identity
so I walked to the bathroom
I took a shower and shaved my beard
it was cold outside but I was fine
I never felt the same pressure into my head
you think you're done against the wall
until your legs starts to crawl
getting drunk in a parked car
can I understand what is right or what in wrong?
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4. |
Foam
04:16
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how long can a kid stay alone?
sat on the floor starring the phone
kust a few seconds of silence
then the longest days spent without any cue
how long can a kid stay aside
and have bad dreams night after night
there was a split second of silence
and the murmurs of the sea
it was the first day of that nightmare
nobody can't see
I don't give a shit now
I don't need to sleep now
and everyone can see
I don't need your help now
no magic trick now
I'm standing on my feet
the only thing I know is
how far is the point of no return
how long can a kid stay aside
and have bad dreams night after night
there was a split second of silence
and the murmurs of the sea
it was the first day of that nightmare
nobody can't see
I don't give a shit now
I don't need to sleep now
and everyone can see
I don't need your help now
no magic trick now
I'm standing on my feet
the only thing I know is
how far is the point of no return
down down in my deepest guts
I feel reluctant toward my thoughts
I'm hardly feeling human anymore
so please stay away from me right now
stay away from me
I don't give a shit now
I don't need your help now
so please stay away
stay away from me
please stay away
stay away from me
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5. |
Sleep Debt
03:22
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every night I'm up all night
then every morning I'm knocked down by the recoil
the more you expect from me
the more I'm sure I will fall
I'm a disappointment to everyone who thought I
would be meant for something great
it's just the moment when you stacked up
a big bitter pile of insuccess and consolation prizes
that's when you realize there's no
"better luck next time" or "at least you tried"
every night I'll be up all night
I'm getting used to feel knocked down
how can you sleep at night?
how can you live at all?
when you feel like the person you let down
the most is no one but yourself
it's just the moment when you stacked up
a big bitter pile of insuccess and consolation prizes
that's when you realize there's no
"better luck next time" or "at least you tried"
at least you tried
no matter how much I try
no matter how hard I try
the only thing I get is this sleep debt
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6. |
Jade
03:23
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did I lose myself trying to write this song?
until 5 am looking for something i did wrong
i left the band, the friend, the place where i came from
just to write some choruses nobody wants to sing along
i don't blame myself
we where just way to young
but now i'm crawling
and my chest is numb
i need you
like a fallen leaf needs a light breeze to
stay away from the ground
could you tell me how it sounds?
i never meant to say goodbye
I over slept for quite sometime
i'm not the one who's getting better
tired
am I secondhand?
could you leave a light on when you leave?
please pull the curtain I can see it's raining like hell
i'm pretty sure there's no preyer, I can tell
i don't blame myself
we where just way too young
but now i'm crawling
and my chest is numb
i need you
like a fallen leaf needs a light breeze to
stay away from the ground
could you tell me how it sounds?
i never meant to say goodbye
I over slept for quite sometime
i'm not the one who's getting better
even in the middle of this mess i got no words to shout
i can't understand why I am here while they're out
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7. |
We Stand Alone Together
03:11
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I reached the bottom of my life
an empty body left behind
I can taste the fear
of living without empathy
that's not the way I meant to be
it's loud and clear
but now I'm gone
can you please just end this song
'cause I won't
miss this tired dawn
I wrote the most during the night
I have no strenght left for this fight
so why am I here?
camping near of the edge
anxiety is my best friend
the end is near
but now I'm gone
can you please just end this song
'cause I won't
miss this tired dawn
please keep me warm, I always stayed on my own
could you please save this heart shaped stone?
am I disturbed or am I desensitized?
can you grab my hand and keep me by your side?
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